So this is a random post about nothing really. it's mostly based on my religion. i really wish that i could have some money so i can get some of my tools. i really want some of the things.. Like a book, i've been looking for some really cool stones, but i dont have the money to get them, and i've been trying to get to a trail, but i have no idea where any of them are... i want to go to a trail and i want to out camping and stuff like that but i have no way to get there, and all that. Plus i was trying to get some tarot cards but then my boyfriend is complainging about where i get them from and i didnt have the money so he was going to get it.
he never gets me anything that i like, he gets me what he wants me to have and what appeals to him.
that makes me mad...so i dont have any. so i've been trying to get some tarot cards and some books. he also doesn't like going to the book store either, so i really never do anything with him anymore....
I'm trying to get some money and just have some fun, because i don't feel like i ever have any fun and i never have anyone or anything in my life...thats what i feel like.
I really just want to spend time with him and think of my path
)O( Blessed Be
