Some cleaning

Okay, so i am the wort blogger in the world. None of my pictures and videos like to upload and i don't know why. I'm not a computer person. i am a writter and that is all i can be acountable for. If my wriing is bad then I'm sorry but as far as my picture-less video lacking blogs I honestly don't know what to do at this point. I'm aboit tired of trying. i can' seem to get a thing to want to be on this damn blog. I feel like its time to call it quits
someone please give me encouragement
does anyone know what i can do?

Okay so what i habe to do is not edit my vids put them on youtube, and then link to them. piece of cake :( except that is  hassle for you guys so i'm going te back to my only ways and be a heavy pix chick :)
XD Love taking pix. I tried to do the vid thing cuz it seemed like what ppl liked but i've always felt pix with a caption on each was more personal....I need to quit changing for ppl

and here are just some random pix i took while i was cleaninf because I get bored, and i"m very lazy so of course there needed to be break time or else my room would have taken about 3 more hours than usual to clean. lol

stay kawaii ;)

nails and crap

I need to give myself a fill in but i don't have any polish remover isn't that terrible? I know right. i really want to use my moms but she barely has any left and i would feel bad. ciz my mom changes her polish often so if i took hers and then she couldn't changed i'd feel bad. but my nails look terrible. i filled them down and everything in prep cuz i didn't feel like getting up to find the remover then i go get it and its not enough to take th polish off of barbies nails so i'm stuck like this til who knows when.
I noticed the new trend where everyone gets the design on the pinky, or they pinky has a different color than the rest of the hand. I did that in middle school and people thought i was weird. I've been setting trends since before i meant to. like 8 years in advance too. I was born to set rends(not being cocky, i just do what i like not what other people are doing)
I have no idea what color i'm going to do my nails. I just got this new grey/gray, so i think i might try that out. I never got a chance to use it because it was like a few days after i already had a fill in so its time to try something new. I've never had grey before so yea.....
maybe i'll do the pinky thing. should that be grey or should my whole hand be gray and i have another color on the pinky??? idk
well i'll have a NOTW when ever i decide to do them.
have to ask the bf can i borrow a few bucks then

he still owes me 30 dollars and he is pissing me off because i have to wash clothes and he keeps saying that he needs the money but he seems to be getting dumb shit all the time. i love him to death but our house re model isn't done and i need need Need NEED to wash clothes and yeah.....i need to go to the laudromat but i can't go with just a dollar. i can't even walk through the damn door with a dollar. I can't let someone else borrow my detergent with a damn dollar. :(
arg. anyway. any color combo and ideas let me know

I just come here to say what i want to say. I never thought that i'd have any followers or anything of that sort but i have one now so i'm very happy about that. So to HaZeL would you like to see a haul from all the crap i got over the last 2 weekends? Just a few pair of shoes and some make up. Mostly lippies and some other stuff? just wondering :)

Harry Potter

I'm going to be adding a little segment to my blog. All about Harry Potter. Every week I'm going to do a question and answer about each chapter of the books. So leave your chapter one questions here and I'll pick the ones I like best and answer about 3 or 4, and I'll add in some ramblings too.

Also at the end of the month I'll tell you the Potter-y things I loved the most, like wrock songs or new toys or articles that I feel others would like to read as well.

Thanx 4 ur time <3 Winterxj9

Nook Post

So this was an old post left to die that i never posted but since it was called Nook Post i figured i might as welo talk about the tourture.
When i moved my nook charger got broken. I haven't been on my nook for nearly a year. Just saying. I'm very very sad about it and the problem is that when i get a job i have to pay off all the debt that i have from the last time i moved and lost my job. I need to find one place to go and stay there because moving for me seems to be bad luck and i son't lke it one bit :(
and that is the story of my awesome nook that i miss so much.
it is residing in my drawer til further notice

Youtube

Se because for some reason when i edit my videos they won't go on youtube, I'm going to time myself and do half my face inorder to upload. The other half of the face will be on my blog in picture form for people with slower computer or whatever so they can look step by step at the tutorial. I've been trying to share my creative side for a while now and everytime i do something happens. So i will no longer edit videos. :( its sad but its the truth. i've seen someone channel where they had a timer for 10 min. youtube lets u do 15 now so lets see if i can make the vids less than 15 min, doing one side of my face

well i'm going to do my face make up and one eye and make that side with the bronzer and all that stuff. and then the cheeks and other eye and lips will be done on camera. everything thats not done on camera will be done on here so everyone will be able to see, i hope <3
so wish me some luck because i think i'm going to need it

update nov.2011

I haven't been on my blogspot in a while. The problem is tumblr. I'm not saying that its better I just have more ppl following that blog. Anyway. I missed my blogspot because its not mainstream. My blog looks this way because i made it so. I didn't chose from a premade template that i don't acually like, But other than the blog talk...to the update.
SO i've been having man drama as always, I don't know what to do about the man I love and idk what the hell is going on with the bestfriends. I feel like everything is falling apart, and aside from that I'm still trying to make a living for myself. I've been meaning to start school but things like that cost money that i don't have at all right now. Like none. Work lasted all of a month before they "let me go" but i'm not fired. Just on permanent call til further notice.....yeah, right. that is the story of my crazy life for right now.
smh

Dream Binder

Okay, so I want to make a dream binder.
I got the idea from 10 things I hate about you the show.
Bianca uses one and I think it is a really good idea for girls like me, who sometimes lose sight of what they really want out of life.
You make a collage or poem or something very artistic in it to represent the things that you want the most. or the things that seem to be the hardest to grasp or focus on.
I don't have a binder but I think I'm going to start now anyway. I'm really excited to do so. I have so many goals, but all of them seem to add up to one big one, and I never realized it until the other day.
I always wanted to do nails and hair, and write music and all that stuff. and teach and blah blah.
That summary won't make you understand, but I've always wanted to change the world. I want to impact a large amount of people for the better before i leave the world.
Before i can change the world however, I need to be able to change myself and make myself better.
I really hope that one day I can do something that people will be proud of <3
I plan on looking at this book every morning before I start my day. and every night before i go to sleep. it is my motivation and hopefully others will try it out as well and be just as motivated as I am.
Reach for your goals, because no one is going to hand them to you

Harry potter fan fic

So I want to make a fan fic of harry potter of course.
the problem is that i kinda want to pick up on some of the ideas that JK couldn't put in or the editors had to cut....in the goblet of fire i believe one of rons cousins is talked about(don't go looking, it was taken out). on her website jk talks about how much she really wishes that she could've stayed but her purpose becomes pointless after a while thus becoming a pointless character so idk how i'm going to manage to put her in it if the great Jo couldn't but it's a girl and i think thats good for the plot. Also Jo meitions that she is slytherin and a very nasty piece of work. she is very intellegent however and gives hermionie a run for her money so hermionie feels that she has to become a rule breaker in order to be level with her. i think that that would be a very healthy balance for our hermione....Because she is a slytherin she gives her cousin all the info that they need...but instead they created rita skeeter to be the person who does all the dirty work and digging....thus we have an annoying reporter and no cousin.

also another fan fic i want to make is one for hermione. just one or two summers because i know she had to have friends before she started hogwarts and now they are probably wondering what she is doing with herself. assuming they are muggles of course, they have to be like...okay we were friends since like age 6 now i don't ever see her, and most summers she makes it to the weasleys pretty early, so it has to be one of the earlier summers when her parents were probably like we don't know these damn people.
lol
so yeah, and i want to write a short stoy about what happens to harry and ginny between now and 19 yrs later. only because there has to be more about what they do and having the kids and all thazt loveliness.
that naturally means that ron and hermione will be in there somewhere but i'm in love with harry/ginny ship
and maybe a tonks/lupin on just because they have a great role in the books that just pushed away...
but yeah, those are my ideas, i'll probably post to this blog and not my tumblr just because i don't want that many ppl to see untill i have the whole thing done, but chapter by chapter i'll put it up here.

Tumblr

Okay, so i'm sorry that i've been MIA from life its just that my bf convienced me to get a tumblr and now I'm hooked. This will always be my first love because I don't think too many people follow me so i can put up as much as I want with out feeling that all my business is out there. but on tumblr i have followers, that i can see. and me and my friends can share stuff. plus i can follow tags...and well we all know that i'm following everything harry potter. i can't wait yet i can for july 15th.
my world is going to come crashing down. but anyway, i just wanted to let everyone know that i post to my other blog more if you wanted to go and check it out
 inobeast.tumblr.com
plz go and check it out. I must warn that it is all about Harry Potter and fashion. and very often harry potter inspired fashions so yeah.