Guys

ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so tired of men and boys and guys and dudes and all of them who show so much interest but never do anything

or the assholes who say they aren't ready for relationships...

seriously? ur not?

y? is it because mommy said so?

because you are 21+ and you don't know when to listen to your heart.

I have a feeling that its just because no one wants to be with me

and no matter how many times your friends say that he just wasn't good enough for you, of he should have been a bigger man or what ever they say to make you feel good, it doesnt work

I still feel like crap and I still dont have a boyfriend.

the creepiest thing though, is that I was going out with a friend and lot of ppl said that i shouldn't do that because if something happened we wudn't be friends anymore, I didnt believe it though because i always stay friends

but then my mother didnt like it and eventually no one did....

Honestly, I think that I created problems that didnt have to be there.

I made myself think there was a problem when there wasn't

he wud do things that annoyed the hell outta me, but was it me he was annoying or was he scarying me into thinking that he was annoying someone else

Now that I think about it, me and him are alot alike and there was nothing outta the ordinary

I just knew when to stop but i think females mature faster so no biggie right...?

I really dont know what to do

but a close friend of mine says that i shudnt go back to him because.....

then there is walt disney(lol, insider)

I love him with all my heart n soul and there is nothing that is going to change my mind about that not even him telling me that he isnt ready for a relationship

not even him being with some tramp knowing that he deserves better, arg!

for some reason beyond me that only god knows i love him

i did nearly 4 yrs ago n i still do

that hasnt changed, i dont think it can

but ppl say i hav to get over him b4 i can love someone else

i dont think so

i have loved b4 n after him and i will love again

idk, something in the stars says i shud be with him

there is a book that says ur day horoscope like ur exact b-day

it said i shud be with someone whos b-day is from july i think to sept 21 or 22

n his b-da is sept. 21

nice right

...not really, its taunting me like kirby in smash brothers and i dont appreciate it

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what the hell am I supposed to do

go with my heart, which tells me to try again with the first guy

or go with my brain which tells me that i belong with disney no matter what

he is my future, and sadly i believe that...

damn life!!!!!!!!!!