It's been along time and i feel like i have to keep everyone up to date.
So I guess i have to tell you guys about my goals then
I have to have someone cheering my on, not that i dont have anyone, its just that my baby is so far away. I miss Fox so much.
Anyway, I guess everyone should know what my goals are.
- getting a job
- losing weight
- finding a place of my own
So now we have to set some goals for me now dont we...
so how about everyone mail me at diamondrose191@yahoo.com
that is the mail you can use always and forever
that is my dogs e-mail by the by
yeah my dog has an email address, dont ask asnd I wont have to tell you anything stupid
my friends and I do stupid stuff, that is just one of the small things
moving on the weight loss, i'm only making myself loss and pound a week for right now, i know that is probably really lame, but i'm always in the house and my room is small, I mean i cant walk in my room, like my mom gave me all my stuff and it jjust fits in the guest room and my friends house that already had stuff in it... -_-
and so I've been trying to do pretty low key stuff, I do some sit ups on the bed, but doing push ups is hard because the bed is soft and my wrist shake, that hurts alot
so i really dont have much to do
and we got 2 1/2 feet of snow...so i'm not going out there right now
thats pretty lame but what can i do?
So I'm waiting to get some sun and melt it al away before i start my routine...
I dont know what else to do,
also i put in an application to a diffrent place thats around here everyday, I'm trying to see if a friends can help me
after that fails its everywhere else and then if that fails then its anywhere
anywhere that is within the nearest 50 miles.
how i'm getting there i have no idea, ur not going to be asking the right person
lol
so, as far asfinding a place tof my own, i'm hoping to move in with my boyfriend
some people may think that its too fast, but i dont have too much of a choice, i dont have any friends that i can move in with, i dont really trust any of them to have jobs and ready to move out by then, and the ones that have jobs arent really looking to move out anytime soon. RIght now i want to move out with him anyway, it's not like anyone is going to tell me that I can't. Who is going to say something?
my parents?
oh, wait thats right, i dont love with any of them.
This seems to hapen to me alot, but i seem to get kicked out alot
i may be too much for my parents to handle, but on the inseide i'm a softee, I really am. I'm just a little rocker with it. I'm like Kat Von D mixed with Pink!!
But did i mention that i missed my boyfriend, because i do miss my boyfriend
lol
I need him here with me, with out him here i just sit aroind and read and type and all that all day long. I love this laptop by the way, it feels great when i type. I love the way i can type so easily. Did i mention that I like this laptop because i do and i need a new one. I need a new laptop
this is just my friends laptop, but yeah... So Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince was great!!! I want to get it for Christmas, but the sad thing is that I dont have anymoney and i dont have a job so if someone out there loves me then they will totally get that for me
the edition with the mauraders map in it
lol
oh and i was pointing that at my boyfriend but i dont think he'll have the money for it
he has a big family and i love everylast on of them...every and last are two workd lol
anyway, so I wish that we could talk right about now. but neither of us have cell phones anymore
isnt that some crazy shit?, yeah thats what i said
So this Christmas, i was supposed to spend it with Fox, but now I live so far away. I dont know what we are going to do. He wants me to spend some time with him. Like he wants me to go to his house and stay the night christmas night till new years. that is okay, but the issue is getting back down here in time to pay my rent and find a job. I also need to be able to actually get down here. I dont know how I'm going to be able to get back home to the other side of town. I'm trying not to say where I am but the drive is like an hour and no one ever wants to drive down here or back.
But i think that tomoro when i go and see my friend that I'm goin to stay at a friends house down there and then i'm going to see if i can stay the night at another friends hosue, that gives me a place to be from tuesday to wednsday and then i have a place to go that day. SO thursday morning, i can call my aunt and then she can get me and i can spend christmas with her and my family. After that she can drop me off at my boyfriends house and we can spend the rest of the time together. I have no idea how i'm getting back home but i guess i can work that out better.
I hope he sees this and realizes that i sat here and made this whole thing out because i wanted to see him
He already knows how i feel about his house right now, I really dont want to make myself anymore stressed out than before. I know that i have been really stressed out lately and I feel like i have to be all special to his family because I'm the girlfriend. Maybe no one will notice how horrible i feel. I have no idea what i'm going to wear. oh, no i just realized that if all of this works out then i might actually be staying an that means that i should be getting dressed right about now...lol, not dressed but packed because i have no idea what time we are leaving tomorrow. well then, i guess i'm going to have to do something about that now wont I.
well i guess I will talked to you guys tomoro, unless I get even more bored and then i'll just get back on because facebook and youtube can only help me pass the time but so much
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