JOB

So I haven't had a job in a long time
8 months to be exact...and I hate it ALOT
A job is somthing that has to be in my life, if not my life is just some crap.
At one point, I had a car, a job, and I was a student
that was the best part of my life...I think that the gods had other plans for me because all of that changed....After a while i realized that I didn't like what i was in school for. I felt like all m friends were fake, and that ppl used me for my car(it was a truck actually <3 )
Thus the car and the school, but my job is one thing that I loved
I don't know how to not have a job. I loved the money, i loved the things...now that sounds very shallow and very much so materialistic...but it's not. i wanted the money so i can open a group at a rec center for girls and a lot of other stuff.
Will I lie to you and say that I didn't want stuff...nope.
I want a new perfume and I need some clothes. But thats the thing. I NEED clothes. Haven't really gone shopping since I was in the 8th grade...let me tell you. I've been out of school for about 2 1/2 years. Like I actually graduated in 2008, so think about that for a second.

Plus, my boyfriend is in desperate need of some mew clothes. i have no idea what to do but if I see him in the same tee shirt one more time I'm gonna shoot somebody...lol
Not like its his fault but his people just don't have it like that so I wanna just go shopping one day, the two of us together and just get some of the sickest threads possible <3
well i need a job. anyone got any ideas, don't be afraid to tell me plz