30 DAY WEDDING!!!

We are getting married on July 31st and I am so excited. I figured since none of my videos work I'll be able to do a wedding series here on my blog. I will be giving as many details as o can as things change and get up to date. This is a real wedding on a budget. Not this budget that's like $5000 or even $1000. We are throwing a $200 wedding. Yes that was $200. Everything will be handed me downs,diy, and tons of group effort on the food. $25 for the marriage certificate $35 for the civil ceremony $60 for the hotel $0 for the reception $0 cash for food(help, coupons, etc) So far that's $120 so we have $80 left for diy projects and decor. Everyone is.being told to bring lawn chairs, and both grand parents have tables. The event is BYOB, and will be taken place outside so there will be yummy sliders and fries which is so us. The colors was the hard part. We had decided that i would do all the planning because it's such a short time that we had to be completely decisive at all times. I wanted a black and white theme with rainbow colors but when he found out he was against it. So it's not all whimsical now it's all black and white and more glittery and twinkling and elegant and i even pushed the time back a few hours so it's all beautiful at night. That was a big stress but i wanted him to be happy as well. The groom is to often forgotten. Only because we have a month was it such a hassle but i love him and he deserves to be excited about the wedding and not just the marriage. One of my best friends is a baker and i plan asking her to make the cake free of charge and I'll be able to get all the supplies for free for her. That leaves cake decisions, decor decisions, and diy planning to go. I'll post my self made time line in a few days and from then on I'll keep you posted and up to date with the timeline and pictures. Pictures of what idk. probably just the diy projects and things.

Prices

Just like most new artist I'm earning my keep, so all prices are currently as follows. Weddings..............free Prom......................free Girls night out.......free Date night.............free "Everyday"............free Consultation.........free Lashes..................free Banquets...............free Graduation............free Everything right now is...for thee FREE

Dream Binder

Okay, so I want to make a dream binder.
I got the idea from 10 things I hate about you the show.
Bianca uses one and I think it is a really good idea for girls like me, who sometimes lose sight of what they really want out of life.
You make a collage or poem or something very artistic in it to represent the things that you want the most. or the things that seem to be the hardest to grasp or focus on.
I don't have a binder but I think I'm going to start now anyway. I'm really excited to do so. I have so many goals, but all of them seem to add up to one big one, and I never realized it until the other day.
I always wanted to do nails and hair, and write music and all that stuff. and teach and blah blah.
That summary won't make you understand, but I've always wanted to change the world. I want to impact a large amount of people for the better before i leave the world.
Before i can change the world however, I need to be able to change myself and make myself better.
I really hope that one day I can do something that people will be proud of <3
I plan on looking at this book every morning before I start my day. and every night before i go to sleep. it is my motivation and hopefully others will try it out as well and be just as motivated as I am.
Reach for your goals, because no one is going to hand them to you

Korean Harry Baals!!!!!

Koreans are special and Harry Baals should have stabbed his parents.
WOW!!
I love =3 (equals three)
ray is so hilarious...you should really subscribe to his youtube and follow him on the tweet tweet <3

CHillin

So I'm sitting here with my boyfriend. Everything is awesome. We are def going to watch the losers. Yay!!!

I wanted to see that movie i just really didn't want to sit in my house but I'm just glad that he is here with me. I'm super scared about going to the hospital tomorrow. I have to go because I have to get the rest of the abscess taken care of.

they said that it was going to hurt...I'm so not trying to deal with that.

On a lighter note...my boyfriend is the awsomest person ever. He still hasnt gotten up to put the movie in though. Im not gonna do it. He said that he felt like he was family and that he was happy so if he that comfortable here than he can get up and put the movie in

oh, and he still hasn't gotten me a new camera

first day of work/great news

okay...well everyone knows that i had my first day of work yesterday
well, it was great...i love everyone i work with and everyone else at work is awesome too
the girls i work with in the back are very helpful, and its the first job i've had that i'm not afraid to ask questions
the manager is in her 20's and i feel like she is my age so i can talk to her if i feel stupid about something
at my first job my boss was 24 and he seems like a boss BOSS
if you get what i mean.
he was cool and i loved him, and his wife was the coolest person i knew, but i was still afraid of him
i wish that they didnt move to texas, but they had to go home
it doesnt matter the place is gone, so i wouldnt be able to go and see them anyway
back to hollister...i like that i do stuff in the back
that makes everything way easier, i dont have to worry about ppl looking at me all day
i fold and find, and look and place
i absolutely love it
everyone looks so pretty
i'm so jelous lol
and the woman i work with the most(not saying anyones names...dont need stalkers) she is so pretty
she older than i am so i guess i thats part of it, but the other part is she just seems like she knows what she wants
she has the best boobs ever
i wonder if they are hers
either way, i was staring at them all day
lol
dont tell her :)
she told me that i needed to get some new clothes, bacuse she has closets full of clothes and i have none
they are so open like everyone is just the best of friends, but i dont think they hang out outside of work
it just doesnt seem like it, like they all have superfun lives and they do all kinds of fun things like hang out with guys and go to partys and all that stuff
go to bars and drink and go out to dinner
and go downtown and all that stuff
i wish i could do stuff like that...:(

but on to the great news
because i have the bestest news ever
well to me its good news

Well, if you guys remember my ex boyfriend Tyler
he wants to get back together and spend valentines weekend together.
i cant wait
he has alot planned for us
we are goin to a car show
hey! i like stuff like that, so you can just shut ur faces
lol
and we are going to dinner and movie(IMAX)
i love the harbor plus he is taking me shopping because as you might have read b4, i dont hve any clothes, so he is getting me whatever i want
anything...and he has a suprise for me that i can't know about so i cant wait till then

i just hope that i dont have to work
the thing is because the job is so new that i dont want to call out and mess that all up
thats how i got dismissed from wendys
no thank you
none of that
lol
so i just pray that i get to see him...and my family
me and my mother talk for hours on the phone now
she never has anyone to talk to, she talks to her boo but no one else to really talk to.
I think it's weird that we talk so much when we don't live together, and then when we live together, we never say anything to eachother
i wish that it could stay like that
she is trying her hardest to move, and asked me if they got a new house would i move in with them... the thing is I would love to move back to that side of town, but i don't really want to go through all of this with my mom again.
I love her and I'm so tired of the clash between mom and friend
i want to hav both
but she forgets that i'm 20 now and having a 1 o'clock curfew is wack
if i go back i dont want a curfew, the only time i wanna have to call her is if i'm staying the night some where. not if i'm goin to be late and then she's mad because i called and she has to go to work but sh'd be mad if i didnt because then she'd worry

sure, u can know where i am at all times, but dont be mad that i'm not there because i'm going to stay at ppls houses i'm going ot do what i want
i'm man adult now....but i'd love to go back and i love my mommy, so i'll talk to her about that when i come up for one weekend

but back to my awesome weekend with my awesome guy...he is taking me to the car show, i really want to go
i want my mom and mr keth to go
they went last year i think
it would be cool if they went with us
tyler might feel weird if they went...but i dont really care, just because it'll be funny
but then, we'd have to agree on the place to eat after that and my mom wouldn't feel like staying and walking around
she isnt going to want to go to the IMAX either
i really want to see a movie at the IMAX theatre
i've loved all the movies i've see there, probably just because i love being at the harbor
oh, and we should probably go get some crabs, that would be cool
or, maybe on sunday, because then we can just have some fun and all that, i'd have to wake up earlier than my mom...i dont think i can do that


and i cant wait to see what this suprise is....i just know that its going to be something that i'm going to love
i'm so simple, so cliche
i like things that u see in the moves, and thats all i want
flowers and chocolate
stuff like that.
And i've been waiting to go to the harbor for years with someone that i loved, and i get to try on tons of clothes
<3 :) yay!!!
lol
well ttfn, i hav to go call my best friend...i have lots of those, but one is at work and the other is in the next room...so yeah, and my mom is one of them, but i just got off the phone with her lol
c ya