Prices

Just like most new artist I'm earning my keep, so all prices are currently as follows. Weddings..............free Prom......................free Girls night out.......free Date night.............free "Everyday"............free Consultation.........free Lashes..................free Banquets...............free Graduation............free Everything right now is...for thee FREE

Trying

So I've tried to keep up with my not so awesome make up career. I've had tons of random things going on in my life so now that i have a working phone and tons of apps I'm going to blog more often and try my had at...CELL PHONE VIDS... Yea I'm gonna do tutorials from my phone. Honestly i don't even want to do YouTube anymore just because the t.v.commercials and what not. It seems mainstream now.
i don't want people thinking that I'm following the band wagon. I've been into YouTube since about 2006 so..... but hopefully i get a couple followers. In the mean time here are some photos from life My daughtet and fiancee Mother's day Selfies Stay mugging I know my post are always some update but this is for real. I can't wait around to provide for my family so i want to do VIDS so i have practice. Plus i , need start doing stuff during the day.but I'll get to that later So hope to hear from me more Ttyl

Testing Testing One Two Three...

I love blogging from my phone because i can use the talk features and talk to you guys and insert and edit after and then automatically upload with the app. Perfect.now i will be able to upload and also do short YouTube videos and pix on instagram. Nothing is going to be as great as it could be but i won't let you guys down anymore. I will have an update tomorrow.not sure if it will be here on my blog or if it'll be on YouTube. I'll decide

Lvl2 Valentine's Day Look

Sorry I don't have any step by step Photos. From now on, when I have the time I'll do those as well as a video.

1. I applied my e/s primer
2. Placed a soft brown in my crease as a blending color
3. I applied the red to my lid only
4. added a more chocolate brown to my outter "v" and all the way into my crease
5. mixed two lighter cream colors to get my hightlight
6. used one of the highlights as my inner corner hight light
7. liner my waterline with a white pencil
8. used the other highlight to set the white liner
9. applied eyeliner and mascara
10. and rasberry type blush
11. lined my lips with a brown nude liner and applied primrose lippies

here are some of the end photos

Youtube

Se because for some reason when i edit my videos they won't go on youtube, I'm going to time myself and do half my face inorder to upload. The other half of the face will be on my blog in picture form for people with slower computer or whatever so they can look step by step at the tutorial. I've been trying to share my creative side for a while now and everytime i do something happens. So i will no longer edit videos. :( its sad but its the truth. i've seen someone channel where they had a timer for 10 min. youtube lets u do 15 now so lets see if i can make the vids less than 15 min, doing one side of my face

well i'm going to do my face make up and one eye and make that side with the bronzer and all that stuff. and then the cheeks and other eye and lips will be done on camera. everything thats not done on camera will be done on here so everyone will be able to see, i hope <3
so wish me some luck because i think i'm going to need it

Haul!!!!!!

This is my first haul and I am so excited. I don't have a camera so I was always like...I can't put it on youtube. I can't even do pictures. And then my bf was like why don't you just save pix of the  stuff from google images. and thus we have a haul. I paid for all this stuff with my own money(most birthday money)
I don't have a job right now so I can't say with my hard earned anything. I do however appreciate my family and friends that loved me enough to even think of me on my b-day so thanks lovies <3
on to the haul.....

this is Maybelline 425 Plum Paradise

This was from Christmas/Yule

I'm wearing it today but you don't know that. lol. goes on creamy but not smooth...?

Cover Girl Sheerly Nudes(265) I got this because I didn't actually have any nudes or neutrals

I loved it at first because it's what I though I needed but now I don't like it so much.

When they say nude they mean nude. i can barely see the colors on my lids

I am in love with this mascara and I've only used it for a week. It is now the mascara I turn to almost everyday. Especially when all I want is to just throw some on  and be out the door.

I bought this when I bought the megalength

I haven't used this one yet, but I've heard great things.

I'll be sure to do a review when I have used it for a while to see how it last in certain situations

NYC Violet Shine(319b)

I think that you can't go wrong with NYC. They are aren't MAC but they are certainly up there with like Revlon and CoverGirl...and guess how much I paid for it...

Go ahead I'll give you a sec...

...99cents <3

reminds me of Nicki Manaj Pink Friday

go over lightly and add a sheer gloss and you've got the look

NYC Mahogany(320)

This color is my go to night lippie <3

I love how NYC flows on like liquid and the color last well enough

I don't do too much and never need my lips to stay for hours and hours, plus my bf is very pda so I can't help ya with long wear but the texture and color is amazing

This is another NYC I got this back when I go the Plum Paradise...not at the same time I got the other NYC

Mousse(420) is a pretty nude lip on me. I've never been able to find a nude that didn't make me look like a white person. My skin complexion with other nudes made me look sick or dead but this is awesome<3($2)

yes...I had to get a NYC nail polish too lol

this is in 115 Skin Tight Denim. I haven't used it yet but I'll try to get some pix up if I can after I do my nails tonight. I'll get my friends camera or something.

this was also 99cents<3

Revlon Colorburst(025) Carnation. This color also reminds me of the Pink Friday.This is another that I got back at Christmas. All from walmart. Everything else in this haul was from Rite-Aid. This was $7.49...got the bf to get it lol

This actually stays on for a while...(i wore it away from my bf so he would kiss it all off :( ...lol)

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SPOT LIGHT!!!!

I am in love with this and I've only used it for 3 days but it doesn't budge at all

It's the Wet 'n' Wild Mega Eyes Creme Liner <3

I'd give up  my fave pair of shoes so get this stuff for life

I tend to rub my eyes and forget not to touch my face and I was like CRAP!!!...went to look in my mirror and my eyes were still flawless. I always put pencil under my eye just because I don't wanna get anything in my eye and my bottom line was all fugly.

Next day I'm was hanging with the guys and we played video games all day and I looked at myself...and by midnight my bottom liner was gone altogether

but the Mega eyes was still amazing!! <3

this has mad holy grail status for life. Never have I loved a product they way  do this one

and last but not least 2 out of 6 i believe of the Icon Pallets

the one to the left is 249Vanity and the other is 248 Lust

I had to get the vanity because I needed neutrals so I could do an everyday look that wasn't too smokey and not appropriate for like interviews and stuff.

the lust pallet was also a must for me because I love purples. All I own is blue and purple shadows....sad I know

I would like to collect the other pallets as soon as possible...

the 247 Pride is nice with the blues, But I really want the one with the green cuz it's my favorite color and I want the one with the red because I don't own any red at all and apparently that's a hard shadow color to find...I didn't see it either so I need to check my other drugstores

My Winter Wish List

Now, I never usually know what I want for X-mas/Yule but this year I actually do. The funny thing is I never know what I want till it's come and gone, or until I see a billion and one commercials....Then eventually I want a lot of things by the time the holidays roll around.

This year, i don't want a lot, or at least I don't think it's a lot.

But I would love it if everyone could give their opinion on the products...(or even get some for me lol)

1. Sonia Kashuk bamboo brush set
2. 88 matte palette
3. Night Elf quad
4. a new or fixed laptop
5. iPod touch/or the iPhone 4
6. lots of yarn, and stitch markers
7. a nice blazer
8. a charm bracelet
...9. ...and a camera.....but the bf is supposed to buy it.....he sat on the first one.... -_-'

Reinvention

IK'm trying to re-invent myself...and not like I'm going to make a hole new me, because I'm not changing who I am...I just want to enhance the me I am....
Just like v2.0 kinda thing
The thing is i wake up and my skin looks horrible and I just feel so ugly, It's not like I live near my boyfriend so I don't have anyone to look pretty for, but at the end of the day I hate myself for doing nothing.I have turned into a lazy pig and I hate it. I lost some weight and I'm not sure if I put it back on or not... I dont eat that much, but I dont do anything all day either.
I just feel so odd, and so diffrent than what i felt before. I don't have any friends anymore...well I have friends back at home, but I don't have any of them here and it's really starting to kill me. Like it is slowly killing me. The more a person sits around and the less active they are the more and more there body goes into survival mode. If I dont start to get up and do things my body is going to stop doing it's normal cleaning and its going to focus all the energy on styaing alive.
I read about it on some website. Just google it. But I think tomorrow I'm going to wake up at a nice time and do my make-up and go out and just make some friends, but after i eat of course. That is something that I definately have to do. yeah i know I spelled that wrong...anyway, anyone that live in MD let me know and I'll try to see if we can hang, I'm willing to just get the hell out of this house.

It also sucks because my friend goes out and hangs with lots of her friends all the time and I'm always here alone and its really starting to get to me.
I know that she has her own friends but she is always at work and then she tries to escape by going to one of her friends houses and I'm home alone for the whole day... and then she wakes up and goes to work again....The main issue is finding a better job for myself and getting some friends that wont leave me alone all the time. OMG, wen i get my phone back from my moms house I'm going to have tons of messages and missed calls and things. It really sux that I cant talk to my boyfriend. He would make all of this better. I just know he would because he is the bestest boyfriend i could ask for. I have been writing him letters like everyday, but i don't have any money for postage...just writing to make sure I don't go insane. It's crazy but I'm just crazy like that. And I'm writing a book to make sure that I don't forget basic skills. It's weird...but I have to make sure nothing happenes to my regular body functions. I'm trying not to be a burden to the rest of the family. I feel like i'm just here and taking up space...and I know her mom is proably mad because i hven't paid rent. I really am hating myself right now. but what else can I do?
Well i guess i'm going to go and do something else...have fun everyone, and remember...always do something...just get the hell up and do something with your day...
No matter what it is do it. I'll probably be back on tonight anyway because I'm not going to have anything else to do

update:weight loss

okay...so remeber when i said that i was going to lose weight...?
do you?
okay we it doesn't actually matter if you remeber because i'm taking it back and then i'm putting it back out there just so everyone has heard it from me and not from someone else.

I told myslef that i was going to lose some weight for health reasons...just because i don't really know too much about the things that is in my family history and i don't want to get sick anytime soon...I'm only 20 yrs. old.
I know this is going to sound stupid....but you know how some ppl dont care about the greater risk...not that they are truely ignoring that fact that they can get sick or something but they feel as though that is hasn't be anything personal so its not a threat...
well i think thats how I am...I keep slacking because i haven't be in the direct path of fire as of yet...so i'm going to do this for a more vain reason...
i want to be able to wear a 2 piece this summer. I want to show my boyfriend that i can be super hot in the summer.

that is also a health reason in its own way too
some people just need to feel pretty to have a good time and the more you smile and the more happy you are, you have 15% chance to live a happier healthier life than the average person...
and i believe that...
when i was in middle school i used to feel so ugly and i was rarely ever in a good mood.
i'd always have to hide how i felt about everything
i felt fat and ugly and stupid and none of the guys liked me.
ever since i laft high school i feel much better.
but long story short...everyone needs a reason that will work for them, the same way you need a work out that will work for you....

that brings me to P90X
I dont have it but my friends brother does and he is going to let me borrow it and some days i'm going to work out with him...
that is something that i'm looking forward to
he says that he has fun doing it.............(he has fun doing anything)
tee hee
but he and i are going to be super sexy.
he also want to look awesome sauce for the summer but he just wants to be ripped for the girls
i guess that also has to do with being sad and or lonely
idk...
i just know that for me its more than being pretty, its being healthy and hopefully nothing that runs in the family will get to my kids....

happy life, and happy heart

My Un-realistic Wishlist

well i've noticed that i have been wanting lots of thing that i can't have
i wanted to win jinahchae's valentines day contest but i dont have a camera and my bf is on the other side of town....
also i really wanted to win because i only have a blush brush....so winning would have helped me alot.
but i'm not going to sit here and explain everything i'm just going to list everything that i want so here goes all the things i can't afford or just can't do period.

meet fafinettex3
be friends with jinahchae...supposed to be moving to newyork, so i'd love to know someone
be on tv...just like the news or something,just so i can say, that was me ha ha
have a make over
be alittle famous on youtube....but that brings me to the next
get a working camera....fujifilm Z(or a charger for the awesome one i already have)
meet cast and crew of the Real Housewives of Orange County
Get an iphone or itouch
get the kat von d make line at sephora
get make up brushes better than the one i have...and other cleansers and stuff for my face(my morning routine is...wash face with washcloth...the end) :(
find a job that will pay rent...yeah, not being able to pay rent sux
buy the pink squire guitar...$119 dont have that much to just toss on a guitar
get an apartment somewhere other than maryland...hate it here
buy a coach purse...always wanted one, got mom one for christmas but she never got mine like she promised
visit california :)
go out to dinner in a really cool resturant...



okay, so does anyone know what to do about the makeover...i think i'm going to give myself a make over because of money
... so i want to give myself a pedicure
manicure
hair
make-up
tweeze brows
and anything else anyone can think of
i can't do french tip on my nails because of my job
and nothing too crazy for make up because of the same reason
so i have no idea what to really do

i'm afraid to do my own brows
i can do it, i have before but it hurts too much when i do it myself...idk why
lol
so if i get paid i can probably just get that done myself and do everything else on a budget.

Make-up

Yeah, I know I look silly, but I follow fafinettex3 on youtube and i don't have much make-up. I just started with the make-up a few months ago :(
But, don't you worry, I got a job that i start on thursday so I'll be getting better and more make-up. Anyway, i was saying that I follow her and since I only have like dollar store make up i can never do too much with it but as i was walking my dog yesterday my neighbor said how much she loved my make-up. She just married the guy across the street and they are supposed to be going on a date or something to introduce their friends to each other and she wants me to do her make-up. I feel bad though because i told her no. I'm not a pro and i dont want to go and mess up someones face. But it just made me feel so good. I think I might start some vids on youtube as well. I am totally copying i know, but i love fafinettex3 so much. I think everyone should go to her blog and look at all her cool looks. Also if you love her then you'll love juicystar07 and her sister AllThatGlitters21. They are amazing, and follow them on twitter.
By the by, its fafinettex3s' birthday. So everyone go and say happy birthday, i hope she has fun. I think she is class right now or something, maybe work. Well back to what i was saying, I do have a channel on youtube but my webcam is being stupid. I think something is wrong with the mic in the cam. What i am going to do though is get a new charger fo my camera and use that. When we moved into this house a year ago my mother threw away the cord thinking that it was something else. :(

So i will be posting up vids soon. I have 3 up already, just no sound so i look really ridiculous.
As you can see it is green, you will quickly see that green is my favorite color. I am with green like most girly girls are with pink. I'll be back soon to talk more about my boring life
<3