As some of you may know I've been wanting alot of things lately.
Things that I can't afford, or just can't manage
Well I was supposed to go over my boyfriends' house for Valentine's Day weekend. Well I ended up needing to work that whole weekend except for valentines day itself....Well a friend of mine was supposed to take me there. At the end of the day she flaked...I'm really tired of ppl flaking on me. Just say no. All you have to do say no. Stop telling my yes and then saying NO at the LAST minute with some BULLSHIT reason.
Then work has been driving me crazy...I don't know how much I make yet, and the hours are stupid. I get several hours one week. Like seven days in a row, and then the next week i end up working none. Zero=no money.
Plus all of friends back where my mom live haven't been making anytime for me and its killing me. None of them call me of talk or chat or anything anymore.
Now, I know all of that stuff works both ways but thats the thing, I have been trying and I just wanna cry like everyday. I'm completly exhausted when it comes to everything. I mean, I nearly fel out at work the other day because I'm so friggin tired.
And finally, the least of my problems is weight loss. I feel that losing weight will benefit me in the long run. But i feel like I'm slacking on working out because I'm always so tired and i dont eat right because I just eat what there is in the house to eat. I don't have any money to get anything so whats there is whats in my belly.
So I've decided to look at everything in a better light and see it all as a way to learn something...and guess what...? I have actually been getting what I want.So my best friend asked me if I was losing weight. I'm all like no, and she's all like yeah...and I'm like shut up.
SO her brother and I go hang out with some friends and the punch line I lost 15lbs. SO i'm totally pumped about that.
Next is the job not giving me any hours next week...gives me time to catch up on some needed sleep and find a new job.
Also on this list of awesome-ness i got on facebook, and some of my friends were acting normal and talking to me like i never left. I know we can't see each other, and I know most of them(all) aren't phone people. I'm not anymore either, but I just don't want to lose friends. So we were talking on ZOMBIES and it was all cool.
And finally, my mom called me on Valentine's Day morning and asked was I still coming down. I told her no because of the friend that wasn't bringing me down. Mother decided that she was going to come get me!!!!!!!! <3
I was so HAPPY when she said that.
My Valentine's Day was wonderful and I got spend it with my family and my baby.
but thats something for another post all together.
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