Really There

Whenever I'm having issues or feeling down my boyfriend always seems to be there when i need him. Like i don't call him or anything he just knows. He is just in this great mood that is so infectious. its kkinda annoying actually because whnever i need him other times it seems like i can't find him but when i NEED him and no one else can make me happy he is ther for me and i love it. I feel like sometimes i should just learn to get over myself,
I know right. I must practice what i preach. I think that if i got ever myself sometimes then we;d fight less. I just don't know what to do, but i know that he is an amazing guy. He's a little laggin on the bf duties but he is trying....well i hope he is. I hinestly don't see the trying p[art, but i think that if i get my shit together and we both put in some effort we could be super chillz. We are very similar and i think thats why we aren't so good together sometimes

we are stubborn. I know that i am, his problem is that he doesn't think that he is, but whatever. I don't have to worry about that too much longer, because i think that if one of us changes then the other will be more happy to do certain things. And because i know that he can make me happy i am more than willing to. the thing up til now is that i just didn't know how to go about doin that. I'm a human and we don't like change so i haven't actually been doing all that great, but i feel like i should get and e for effort at least right?
idk, maybe. well I' hope i'm not boring anyone with my wack ass post, i just wanted to talk to someone about it. I just had a kinda off day and i called him and he was extra happy and we "tumblr'd" together over the phone. I love checking out his blog, and i love posting things on my tumblr that i know he likes, like owlies and baby animals, and aweoms cars and certain games and other thing like that. I know that he knows me well. we are just such weird people that sometimes i don't know what to do with all the awesome in one room. I think that we have been coming into ourselves lately so i really want to do that.

I'll have better pictures and things up this week I  might even give you guys a sneak peak at our awesome x-mas tree ness because we have 2
yes we have 2 trees because...well i honestly don't know why we have 2 but we have the space for 2 this year so we have 2 damn tree. get over yourself.