Okay, so i was goin to do an outfit of the day but I wasn't sure. Then I was absolutely postively sure that i wold but the lighting was bad in the living room and i just can't manage the camera angle right in my room so i said that i'd get someone to help me when i get to where i'm goin. Got there said my hellos and some how got onto the topic of the biggest asshole i know
Well i broke down didn't care...still don't care and all i wanna do is go to sleep. Why haven't i done so? Because I want to talk to him so no sleep for me.
WHy havne't i done the outfit of the day even thoug i'm not doing anything? Because at this point it doesn't matter. I look terrible. All i really cared about was the make up i did today and that crap looks terrible now most likely. i'm too afraid to look at myself in the mirror to tell you the honest truth
I can not believe that I've let myself turn into that person
.....
anyway I messed up. Next time i'm going to figure it out and get it right so that i have some kind of quality post so that when the time comes i don't sit in front of the computer screen and feel this damn stupid. Okay well i'm about to go and decide weather i want you guys to know about my love life or not.
No comments:
Post a Comment