Seriously....blown...or not

I hav seriously got to keep up with thisblog because its starting to get messy. Okay...so the last post was in may. as of like july i have a new bf. No I'm not going to go into details because who knows how long this one will last?
I don't really want to go into negative things either because it'll just upset me, but just to some it all up I'll make a list of some of the not so  bad things that are making me feel emotions that aren't on the positive scale
i haven't talk to someone who was supposed to be my bff in like 3 monthi'm not mad anymore but I thought i'd throw that in there for "update purposes"
my boyfriends is a douch cunt fag 83% of the time
I need a new job
I don't have enough money to support my otaku/gyaru/harajuku/japanese obsession
rent
rent
and rent
living back at home with my mother(almost sure you knew that I moved out since that was before the accident)
memories
my right ear

that list could go on and on trust me so let me tell you guys abiut some of the good stuff
I got my brother to eat sushi...with chopsticks and now he is hooked.( now i gotta convince a little anime in his life and I'm good)
i actually have a job
my ear stretching is going pretty well.
I got anew tattoo.
I have new plugs.
just bought a ton of pocky...like it was on sale and i have 11 boxes
bought a rice cooker
and 10lbs of rice)i made onigiri)
I just ordered a new bento box and chopsticks and other stuffs
I know that i've been into Jpop and things but i discovered mnet...so now k-pop and k-rap is my new thigns
Gdragon-nuff said
saving up to move out(thats not going to well though :( )
.....I had a really good list in my head but i can't think of anything else so i guess thats good enough

So I love that there is an Hmart in the area and I love that my friends(my truefriends anyway) love all the Asian-ish stuff that i do. And I love having people to cook for because my family refuses to eat my food for some reason so screw them (well somtimes my brother will)
I think I'm going to start giving friends asian names. I gave my bf a japanese name and he didnt want it. He doesn't realize that he very selfish
well....anyway i'm going to go now because its like 3 am where I am and I should've been sleep hours ago. if anyway has any ideas on how to turn my room into an asian-ish anime room then let me know. Not a room that looks like anime posters and flier on the wall but a room from a n anime. A normal one though. just a normal room but more asian less american and all that