30 DAY WEDDING!!!

We are getting married on July 31st and I am so excited. I figured since none of my videos work I'll be able to do a wedding series here on my blog. I will be giving as many details as o can as things change and get up to date. This is a real wedding on a budget. Not this budget that's like $5000 or even $1000. We are throwing a $200 wedding. Yes that was $200. Everything will be handed me downs,diy, and tons of group effort on the food. $25 for the marriage certificate $35 for the civil ceremony $60 for the hotel $0 for the reception $0 cash for food(help, coupons, etc) So far that's $120 so we have $80 left for diy projects and decor. Everyone is.being told to bring lawn chairs, and both grand parents have tables. The event is BYOB, and will be taken place outside so there will be yummy sliders and fries which is so us. The colors was the hard part. We had decided that i would do all the planning because it's such a short time that we had to be completely decisive at all times. I wanted a black and white theme with rainbow colors but when he found out he was against it. So it's not all whimsical now it's all black and white and more glittery and twinkling and elegant and i even pushed the time back a few hours so it's all beautiful at night. That was a big stress but i wanted him to be happy as well. The groom is to often forgotten. Only because we have a month was it such a hassle but i love him and he deserves to be excited about the wedding and not just the marriage. One of my best friends is a baker and i plan asking her to make the cake free of charge and I'll be able to get all the supplies for free for her. That leaves cake decisions, decor decisions, and diy planning to go. I'll post my self made time line in a few days and from then on I'll keep you posted and up to date with the timeline and pictures. Pictures of what idk. probably just the diy projects and things.

Wedding

My fiancee and I got engaged on December 12 and we were supposed to get married before my baby bump started to show. So now I don't know what we are doing. I hate to bring it up to him because I want to let him be a man and make his own designs but at the same time if history is indication, then i can't actually expect him to do on his own.I'll see what happens on our anniversary (July 9th) and our engagement anniversary(December 12th). Basically I want to be surprised. I just want him to show that he put some effort into doing something nice, not just money cuz that doesn't mean anything, and not just run me because being in a serious relationship means your time is already mine. I don't know what i should do because i feel like as the man i don't want to take anything from him. I want him to still have his manhood when we're done. And i don't want to rush him into anything but his words are so confusing. Actions speak louder than words though and his actions aren't saying anything. Idk.

Wedding

My fiancee and I got engaged on December 12 and we were supposed to get married before my baby bump started to show. So now I don't know what we are doing. I hate to bring it up to him because I want to let him be a man and make his own designs but at the same time if history is indication, then i can't actually expect him to do on his own.I'll see what happens on our anniversary (July 9th) and our engagement anniversary(December 12th). Basically I want to be surprised. I just want him to show that he put some effort into doing something nice, not just money cuz that doesn't mean anything, and not just run me because being in a serious relationship means your time is already mine. I don't know what i should do because i feel like as the man i don't want to take anything from him. I want him to still have his manhood when we're done. And i don't want to rush him into anything but his words are so confusing. Actions speak louder than words though and his actions aren't saying anything. Idk.

Another YouTube Video Fail

So i had another tutorial that was no good, but i keep on pushing. I don't have a day job so i stay home with my daughter. My fiancee just started doing some work for his dad. Hopefully this will last a whole so we can save up for this apartment. We have to move before the second baby gets here. I would love to stay. I love my M-I-L and S-I-L but being in the 3rd room in a 3 bedroom means the 4 of us is not a thing. We're going to be getting a place with my S-I-L best friend. He's like family. I think the friendship balance is good too. You never want to move in with your closest friends or family. But i think the match we have is perfect. I'm working on my diy-ing so that i can open the website. I have to come up with a mission statement but it's hard to think about my specialty. I guess it would be that everything is handmade or thrifts, so it's all one of a kind and generally affordable. At this point i guess my might be a blogger guru instead of YouTube. Unfortunately i don't have the proper camera, storage, or software to do this right now. What should i do for my daughter's birthday. The budget is tight and i don't want to make a big fuss because it's her first and she won't remember it at all. Plus, it is on independence day so everyone will have plans. I figured a small get together with a couple people with kids and what not. I'm just rambling on about my boring life. Gonna go watch some saaammage vlogs with my daughter.

Prices

Just like most new artist I'm earning my keep, so all prices are currently as follows. Weddings..............free Prom......................free Girls night out.......free Date night.............free "Everyday"............free Consultation.........free Lashes..................free Banquets...............free Graduation............free Everything right now is...for thee FREE

Trying

So I've tried to keep up with my not so awesome make up career. I've had tons of random things going on in my life so now that i have a working phone and tons of apps I'm going to blog more often and try my had at...CELL PHONE VIDS... Yea I'm gonna do tutorials from my phone. Honestly i don't even want to do YouTube anymore just because the t.v.commercials and what not. It seems mainstream now.
i don't want people thinking that I'm following the band wagon. I've been into YouTube since about 2006 so..... but hopefully i get a couple followers. In the mean time here are some photos from life My daughtet and fiancee Mother's day Selfies Stay mugging I know my post are always some update but this is for real. I can't wait around to provide for my family so i want to do VIDS so i have practice. Plus i , need start doing stuff during the day.but I'll get to that later So hope to hear from me more Ttyl

Testing Testing One Two Three...

I love blogging from my phone because i can use the talk features and talk to you guys and insert and edit after and then automatically upload with the app. Perfect.now i will be able to upload and also do short YouTube videos and pix on instagram. Nothing is going to be as great as it could be but i won't let you guys down anymore. I will have an update tomorrow.not sure if it will be here on my blog or if it'll be on YouTube. I'll decide