Another YouTube Video Fail

So i had another tutorial that was no good, but i keep on pushing. I don't have a day job so i stay home with my daughter. My fiancee just started doing some work for his dad. Hopefully this will last a whole so we can save up for this apartment. We have to move before the second baby gets here. I would love to stay. I love my M-I-L and S-I-L but being in the 3rd room in a 3 bedroom means the 4 of us is not a thing. We're going to be getting a place with my S-I-L best friend. He's like family. I think the friendship balance is good too. You never want to move in with your closest friends or family. But i think the match we have is perfect. I'm working on my diy-ing so that i can open the website. I have to come up with a mission statement but it's hard to think about my specialty. I guess it would be that everything is handmade or thrifts, so it's all one of a kind and generally affordable. At this point i guess my might be a blogger guru instead of YouTube. Unfortunately i don't have the proper camera, storage, or software to do this right now. What should i do for my daughter's birthday. The budget is tight and i don't want to make a big fuss because it's her first and she won't remember it at all. Plus, it is on independence day so everyone will have plans. I figured a small get together with a couple people with kids and what not. I'm just rambling on about my boring life. Gonna go watch some saaammage vlogs with my daughter.