Yule Time

Okay so today is yule.
I didn't do much because I live in a not so pagan house. My family isn't super religous but I didn't want to go through all of the blah blah. So to anyone out there that is in the broom closet, or out but still confused about others feeling like I am here are some of the things I did today, plus some extra things that you can do. Just some sugfestions is all.

1. have a moment under the misletoe to yourself(just walk under it with the goddess in mind)
2. light a candle(if you don't have an yule apprpriate ones i don't think the goddess will mind, sure she'll understand)
3. sing
4. decorate the yule tree(if ur family already has up a christmas tree, the tend to it;trim it, rearrange something. I'm sure no one will notice at this point)
5. Have sunflower seeds, and share some with the birds.
6. make a donation to the local shelter
7. bake(unless you're like us and are re doing the kitchen
8. read. anything, something that moves you. i love harry potter. love the magical theme too. Sweep series is supposed to be a great pagan series
9. collect pine cones. that can be fun. make up a games, or just do it to enjoy nature. ur parent's could still be nosy if ur an indoor-y type though
10. and i feel the simplest one of all....u don't have to feel weird with ur parent asking about you lighting candles(my mom has issues with fire and I'm almost 22) or u singing too loud. or maybe you stood under the mistletoe a second too long. this one is so easy Eat an Apple <3

Easy little top ten things to do to celebrate and make it around the rents and their raydar.
Do one or all.

just thought I'd put up a post about yule because I understand being a pagan teen. i'm not a teenager anymore but thats not the point lol.
I'm not that far off. Yes I live in a christain house and I've always loved christmas time, so i'm not saying that people should stop celebrating and doing things the way they know, but incorporate the 21st and the 25th together <3

and I'm looking up information on Kwanzaa because I know it has something to do with African Americas, or coloreds or however you want to look at that. Forgive me for my ignorance but I will start my research soon and maybe i'll be celebrating that too. SO watch out.

Hope all is well with everyone and )O( Blessed  Be <3

Oh Christmas Tree, OH CHRISTMAS TREE!!!

SO here I have a couple of whosa whatzits from putting up the tree and what not. Don't tell my mom or my brother. I think they have issues with being on the web sometimes

When we piced out our tree

The tree man tying it to the roof of moms car.

He was a n00b. The boss lady kept calling for people to help him and all that

it was pretty funny but i feel like he felt otherwise (poor tree guy)

Look at it!

It's so awesome and beautiful. i know

the bro messing in moms hair. Forgot I had my cam handy did ya?

Charlie(my mom) looks like she isn't paying us any attention

lol(she says she has weird kids)

This picture makes it looks so short. Well i can't do anything about that but i can say that it's not that shot and its not that light looking. Well none of the picture do it justice really. The lighting was terrible, plus that lights on that tree and it was getting dark outside and all these factors. so i deleted most of my tree pix

Charlie looking at the tree. M aking sure her art looks perfect

My mom is the Queen of Christmas

Why is my tree sideways?

Some vid of the tree making fun. Don't know where most of my footage went but here ya go. Us being us.

Okay well i hope that everyone enjoys my family and the weird things that we say. We don't do too many things as much as say whatever come to mind. my mother mostly. I really do hope that everyone has an awesome holiday weather it's yule christmas hannakah or kwanza, and even if you don't believe but you celebrate new years as a factual thing then hope everyone is well. No drunk driving please, and if anyone is getting different weather than I am, then I hope everyone is careful on the icy roads and staying safe and warm.

As always to anyone that takes the time out to look at my blog I am truly grateful that you decided to spend you life with me today <3

Winter



top5 12/21/11

1. the reson-hoobastank ( I kow that this is old but I find myself blasting this lately)
2. Christmas don't be late-chipmunks
3. Hallelujah-Paramore
4. Never too Late-three days grace
5. Rudolph the red nose reindeer-that snow man in the movie(lol)

Christmas Coming

I have all this Christmas stuff that i have to upload and I've been so lacking and what not. So what I'm going to do is post as much as I can while i have my moms laptop and have it all queued to post sometime tonight and tomorrow. I have vids from putting up the christmas tree and I have some pics of the final product and an outfit of the day. Also I'm going to have a quick tutorial on christmas morning makeup
because if you're like my family and my younger brother wakes you up at 4 am because he can't sleep and we go to open the gifts all early and your mom wants to take picture of you on like 2 hours sleep you want those pictures to not be shown to your future husband and kids of you when you were 12-22 and you look like hell did it, then you might want to follow some of the tips i have in that vids comin up
<3
Hope you guys are doing great and have a safe season

Because Boobs

SO because I was supposed to put up my top five and I have really wrote any of them down. i always think I'm going to remember. Whya hasn't anyone told me that my memmory isn't that awesome. amh
so Yeah to apologize, i'd like to share this awesomeness with everyone.
http://youtu.be/dcYlytyuKsc

Wish List

My mother keeps asking me what i want for christmas and my birthday and I don't know what to tell her. I don't want to say things that cost a lot of money, but thats kinda all that i want for real. But because I've been trying to get my thoughts straight i thought I'd list everything here

1. T.v.
2. Laptop
3. car
4. gift card to barnes and noble
5. gift card to hot topic
6. gift card to sephora
7. clothes
8. purse (i want a lv speedy)
9. Harry Potter lego years 5-7
10. Nimbus 2001

Yeah, other than that I can't think about anything. i know that most of the things on there are expensive. She doesn't like hot topic so thats a no. She doesn't wanna get me a laptop and the car is probably a hell no. She doesn't think i need more clothes so yea. Sephora will probably be like $20. she doesn't know that make up is expensive as crap so yea. and she def wont get me a speedy so she'll get something else. and the nimbus is a no because i should be grown out of potter right now. so yeah. u tell me what that leaves. i should just be more girly right and ask for like perfume and vick secret crap and more shoes. I want the 5's my jordan but the expensive so she probably won't pay 150 for no damn shoes. this is why i don't ever actually ask for anything for my birthday. 10 days after christmas means u aint really getting anything anyway. :(
well thats that.
I have a more detailed wish list like that make i spesifically want but i know that my mother wouldn't know where to find some of the stuff and she isn't buying anything online she said. so I'll probably put my stuff on a visa and get stuff from elf's website and probably get hot topic stuff anyway. Plus i want an iphone. that would freaking amazing. so yeah. just waiting to see what happens reaally.m iaubfjnvalkdfnv   blah. that is how i feel. I don't like asking for stuff. and i don't like when ppl ask me what i want because the answer is harry potter. and when u don't like that i like harry potter because i'm turning 22 then i don't know what to tell you

asian Fail

Okay, so i know that i was supposed to post for all of my asian inpired things, but i just fail at picture taking. when i went back to post i ended up deleting most pictures because the lighten was terrible, or someone complained about not wanted to be put on the internet. blah. so I'm truly sorry for the delay. but my top 5 will bw up and i can promise that it will be interesting. My music taste is all over the place so yeah

2 Rings

Don't hate how when u call someone...like your boyfriend, and you get 2 rings and then the voice mail.
Well nigga what the hell you doing? Why the fuck did i just go to voicemail? Then he forever has a n excuse as to why. He was on the other line and when he tried to answer the phone he hit the wrong button by mistake or some crap. That shit just fucking kills me.

I have been trying and i son't understand why its just not paying off. I like to see results and if i don't see them i wont give them. It may seem selfish but thats just me> he knows that
when i'm happy he is happy so yea....whatever, i'm trying to go over there tonight and get over this dumb shit, and i'm going to make him my sexy slave bitch woot!!!
lol
but i'm not kidding though. about to get that good dick
i'm kiddin

<3 winter

My Top 5

I haven't done this in a while but this is my top 5 for this week

1. versaEmerge-lost tree
2. youtube-teach me how to dobby
3. lacuna coil- trip the darkness
4. big sean ft. nicki minaj- dance ass
5. simple and clean- utada hikara

I know that i may repeat some songs sometimes and i hope i don't get too repetative, but its just that songs that stick out that week. I may have some songs that i just couldn't get rid of that week. They just stay with me all month.
But most of there are songs that are completely new to me because i've just had music choice on all week just trying to get back into my zone.

Simple and clea is an old fav. love j=pop and soundtracks
the teach me how to dobby was from when i found tons of wrock songs and i love lacuna coil so i looked up some new stuff

everything else on this list i kinda just found and i thought i'd share.

Really There

Whenever I'm having issues or feeling down my boyfriend always seems to be there when i need him. Like i don't call him or anything he just knows. He is just in this great mood that is so infectious. its kkinda annoying actually because whnever i need him other times it seems like i can't find him but when i NEED him and no one else can make me happy he is ther for me and i love it. I feel like sometimes i should just learn to get over myself,
I know right. I must practice what i preach. I think that if i got ever myself sometimes then we;d fight less. I just don't know what to do, but i know that he is an amazing guy. He's a little laggin on the bf duties but he is trying....well i hope he is. I hinestly don't see the trying p[art, but i think that if i get my shit together and we both put in some effort we could be super chillz. We are very similar and i think thats why we aren't so good together sometimes

we are stubborn. I know that i am, his problem is that he doesn't think that he is, but whatever. I don't have to worry about that too much longer, because i think that if one of us changes then the other will be more happy to do certain things. And because i know that he can make me happy i am more than willing to. the thing up til now is that i just didn't know how to go about doin that. I'm a human and we don't like change so i haven't actually been doing all that great, but i feel like i should get and e for effort at least right?
idk, maybe. well I' hope i'm not boring anyone with my wack ass post, i just wanted to talk to someone about it. I just had a kinda off day and i called him and he was extra happy and we "tumblr'd" together over the phone. I love checking out his blog, and i love posting things on my tumblr that i know he likes, like owlies and baby animals, and aweoms cars and certain games and other thing like that. I know that he knows me well. we are just such weird people that sometimes i don't know what to do with all the awesome in one room. I think that we have been coming into ourselves lately so i really want to do that.

I'll have better pictures and things up this week I  might even give you guys a sneak peak at our awesome x-mas tree ness because we have 2
yes we have 2 trees because...well i honestly don't know why we have 2 but we have the space for 2 this year so we have 2 damn tree. get over yourself.

Blogger Mess Up

Okay, so i was goin to do an outfit of the day but I wasn't sure. Then I was absolutely postively sure that i wold but the lighting was bad in the living room and i just can't manage the camera angle right in my room so i said that i'd get someone to help me when i get to where i'm goin. Got there said my hellos and some how got onto the topic of the biggest asshole i know
Well i broke down didn't care...still don't care and all i wanna do is go to sleep. Why haven't i done so? Because I want to talk to him so no sleep for me.
WHy havne't i done the outfit of the day even thoug i'm not doing anything? Because at this point it doesn't matter. I look terrible. All i really cared about was the make up i did today and that crap looks terrible now most likely. i'm too afraid to look at myself in the mirror to tell you the honest truth

I can not believe that I've let myself turn into that person
.....
anyway I messed up. Next time i'm going to figure it out and get it right so that i have some kind of quality post so that when the time comes i don't sit in front of the computer screen and feel this damn stupid. Okay well i'm about to go and decide weather i want you guys to know about my love life or not.

JamJam/ Ham/ Jammy

One of my friends committed suicide on the 15th of this month. It has taken me this long to post about it  for several reasons.
1. We weren't all that close so i didn't want to write anything without thinking it over first.
2.I figured I'd make one large post after the funeral and all
3. I think that i needed to hear what some of our friends said first

So the problem is.....didn't really get to see what anyone said.
why you may ask?
because there will be no funeral. This  is blowing my mind right now... She moved to colorado so there is nothing down in Maryland going on. I have a huge problem with that. Her mother was goin got have a memorial and kept pushing it back and pushing it back and now for some reason there isn't goin got be a funeral at all
maybe the memorial is still going to be in december, but i also have a problem with at
Now everyone keeps saying that i need to keep it to myself and get over it, there isn't too much to be done. Since when does Winter keep shit to herself?

I DON'T!
I am very much so aware that i may not be her mother but someone has got to get shit done when a mother doesn't want to act like one
Now J and Koppa put all of their awesomeness together and made a memorial for her, just for the friends so for that I'm happy.
The memorial was aweosme. I didn't take pictures because i thought it might be innappropriate to do so at an event like that.

EVERYONE!!! and I mean everyone pretty much got up and said something.
We shared out joy and out sorrow. Amazing moments with an amazing girl and i really hope that everyone agree with me when i say that was an angel in diguise.

She may have hurt and she may have felt things that us mere mortals did not feel but it was all in the name of the god and goddess. She went through it all as a testiment to who she was and no matter what anyone says she touched so many people in so many ways and she deserves to be relieved of that pain.

SO many people love her and so many ppl will miss her and i just hope that we all come together to be better people for it

I come from a group of friends that were so close in high school and then when most of us left school we fell apart. some of us became different people and we penalized for being our true selves and Never has anyone changed into a better them have I loved them anyless. It's when you critisize and belittle others that has made you the bad guy. So all i ask is that out "family" stop being stupid and get your shit together. No one is going to love you the way that this group does. No one is ever going to care.
So please, stop fighting and love on another because if there is anything that Jam taught us is that it's okay to be yourselves. your real self, or else you'll suffer the same.
and i don't think that any of us can deal with another situation like that



stay together, love one another keep it Kawaii <3 winter

Hang Time Baby!??!!?!

Okay so my mom just braided my hair for me. Like corn rowed it. I don't really care for these kinds of styles but it seems that when ppl keep there hair done then it growns faster...or maybe its because when i have my hair in a bush i notice how slow its growing. idk, so yeah.

My brother is the master of having braided haor...so when he saw that my hair had hang time, he calculated my hair and his and feels that my mom does a better job at my hair than his because of my hang time. I know i have not hair and so i should have no hang time but thats not the case....yo mad for real.

sorry billy
but my hair is much bigger than yours, my hair can walk right through the door with a feeling so pure, its got you screaming back for more!!!!!

I don't know if any one of you know but i cut my hair to near extistion on may and my hair hasn't grown much at all. Like all I had was an inch or so of hair and my brother...well he got hair for days. He'd kill me if i posted pix of him so here are some of my

 Here is a pic of the screen because i'm a big lame-o

 Here is a pic of me where i look really pale for some reason....don't like

 Here is me giving the peace and love <3

 Showing off the amount of hang time that i thougt i'd never have

 Don't you love the gauge I took from the boyfried?

hang time baby!!

=3 fenton

http://youtu.be/_tX75yT8IPc
just a really quick post before i fall asleep
I think that everyone should watch this episode of equals 3
tis hilarious, I personally think the fenton should have his own show. very anti lassie. I can see all the trouble now

Make you're own E/S Primer

So all I do is win win win...jk, all I do is surf youtube and I came across this vid in my recommended section. I really think that everyone should go and check it out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JeqT3InFN-s&feature=colike

so yea. it's cheap and easy and awesome if u have all the ingredients. save you tons of money. I'll have some test photos up soon

Some cleaning

Okay, so i am the wort blogger in the world. None of my pictures and videos like to upload and i don't know why. I'm not a computer person. i am a writter and that is all i can be acountable for. If my wriing is bad then I'm sorry but as far as my picture-less video lacking blogs I honestly don't know what to do at this point. I'm aboit tired of trying. i can' seem to get a thing to want to be on this damn blog. I feel like its time to call it quits
someone please give me encouragement
does anyone know what i can do?

Okay so what i habe to do is not edit my vids put them on youtube, and then link to them. piece of cake :( except that is  hassle for you guys so i'm going te back to my only ways and be a heavy pix chick :)
XD Love taking pix. I tried to do the vid thing cuz it seemed like what ppl liked but i've always felt pix with a caption on each was more personal....I need to quit changing for ppl

and here are just some random pix i took while i was cleaninf because I get bored, and i"m very lazy so of course there needed to be break time or else my room would have taken about 3 more hours than usual to clean. lol

stay kawaii ;)

nails and crap

I need to give myself a fill in but i don't have any polish remover isn't that terrible? I know right. i really want to use my moms but she barely has any left and i would feel bad. ciz my mom changes her polish often so if i took hers and then she couldn't changed i'd feel bad. but my nails look terrible. i filled them down and everything in prep cuz i didn't feel like getting up to find the remover then i go get it and its not enough to take th polish off of barbies nails so i'm stuck like this til who knows when.
I noticed the new trend where everyone gets the design on the pinky, or they pinky has a different color than the rest of the hand. I did that in middle school and people thought i was weird. I've been setting trends since before i meant to. like 8 years in advance too. I was born to set rends(not being cocky, i just do what i like not what other people are doing)
I have no idea what color i'm going to do my nails. I just got this new grey/gray, so i think i might try that out. I never got a chance to use it because it was like a few days after i already had a fill in so its time to try something new. I've never had grey before so yea.....
maybe i'll do the pinky thing. should that be grey or should my whole hand be gray and i have another color on the pinky??? idk
well i'll have a NOTW when ever i decide to do them.
have to ask the bf can i borrow a few bucks then

he still owes me 30 dollars and he is pissing me off because i have to wash clothes and he keeps saying that he needs the money but he seems to be getting dumb shit all the time. i love him to death but our house re model isn't done and i need need Need NEED to wash clothes and yeah.....i need to go to the laudromat but i can't go with just a dollar. i can't even walk through the damn door with a dollar. I can't let someone else borrow my detergent with a damn dollar. :(
arg. anyway. any color combo and ideas let me know

I just come here to say what i want to say. I never thought that i'd have any followers or anything of that sort but i have one now so i'm very happy about that. So to HaZeL would you like to see a haul from all the crap i got over the last 2 weekends? Just a few pair of shoes and some make up. Mostly lippies and some other stuff? just wondering :)

Harry Potter

I'm going to be adding a little segment to my blog. All about Harry Potter. Every week I'm going to do a question and answer about each chapter of the books. So leave your chapter one questions here and I'll pick the ones I like best and answer about 3 or 4, and I'll add in some ramblings too.

Also at the end of the month I'll tell you the Potter-y things I loved the most, like wrock songs or new toys or articles that I feel others would like to read as well.

Thanx 4 ur time <3 Winterxj9

Nook Post

So this was an old post left to die that i never posted but since it was called Nook Post i figured i might as welo talk about the tourture.
When i moved my nook charger got broken. I haven't been on my nook for nearly a year. Just saying. I'm very very sad about it and the problem is that when i get a job i have to pay off all the debt that i have from the last time i moved and lost my job. I need to find one place to go and stay there because moving for me seems to be bad luck and i son't lke it one bit :(
and that is the story of my awesome nook that i miss so much.
it is residing in my drawer til further notice

Youtube

Se because for some reason when i edit my videos they won't go on youtube, I'm going to time myself and do half my face inorder to upload. The other half of the face will be on my blog in picture form for people with slower computer or whatever so they can look step by step at the tutorial. I've been trying to share my creative side for a while now and everytime i do something happens. So i will no longer edit videos. :( its sad but its the truth. i've seen someone channel where they had a timer for 10 min. youtube lets u do 15 now so lets see if i can make the vids less than 15 min, doing one side of my face

well i'm going to do my face make up and one eye and make that side with the bronzer and all that stuff. and then the cheeks and other eye and lips will be done on camera. everything thats not done on camera will be done on here so everyone will be able to see, i hope <3
so wish me some luck because i think i'm going to need it

update nov.2011

I haven't been on my blogspot in a while. The problem is tumblr. I'm not saying that its better I just have more ppl following that blog. Anyway. I missed my blogspot because its not mainstream. My blog looks this way because i made it so. I didn't chose from a premade template that i don't acually like, But other than the blog talk...to the update.
SO i've been having man drama as always, I don't know what to do about the man I love and idk what the hell is going on with the bestfriends. I feel like everything is falling apart, and aside from that I'm still trying to make a living for myself. I've been meaning to start school but things like that cost money that i don't have at all right now. Like none. Work lasted all of a month before they "let me go" but i'm not fired. Just on permanent call til further notice.....yeah, right. that is the story of my crazy life for right now.
smh

Dream Binder

Okay, so I want to make a dream binder.
I got the idea from 10 things I hate about you the show.
Bianca uses one and I think it is a really good idea for girls like me, who sometimes lose sight of what they really want out of life.
You make a collage or poem or something very artistic in it to represent the things that you want the most. or the things that seem to be the hardest to grasp or focus on.
I don't have a binder but I think I'm going to start now anyway. I'm really excited to do so. I have so many goals, but all of them seem to add up to one big one, and I never realized it until the other day.
I always wanted to do nails and hair, and write music and all that stuff. and teach and blah blah.
That summary won't make you understand, but I've always wanted to change the world. I want to impact a large amount of people for the better before i leave the world.
Before i can change the world however, I need to be able to change myself and make myself better.
I really hope that one day I can do something that people will be proud of <3
I plan on looking at this book every morning before I start my day. and every night before i go to sleep. it is my motivation and hopefully others will try it out as well and be just as motivated as I am.
Reach for your goals, because no one is going to hand them to you

Harry potter fan fic

So I want to make a fan fic of harry potter of course.
the problem is that i kinda want to pick up on some of the ideas that JK couldn't put in or the editors had to cut....in the goblet of fire i believe one of rons cousins is talked about(don't go looking, it was taken out). on her website jk talks about how much she really wishes that she could've stayed but her purpose becomes pointless after a while thus becoming a pointless character so idk how i'm going to manage to put her in it if the great Jo couldn't but it's a girl and i think thats good for the plot. Also Jo meitions that she is slytherin and a very nasty piece of work. she is very intellegent however and gives hermionie a run for her money so hermionie feels that she has to become a rule breaker in order to be level with her. i think that that would be a very healthy balance for our hermione....Because she is a slytherin she gives her cousin all the info that they need...but instead they created rita skeeter to be the person who does all the dirty work and digging....thus we have an annoying reporter and no cousin.

also another fan fic i want to make is one for hermione. just one or two summers because i know she had to have friends before she started hogwarts and now they are probably wondering what she is doing with herself. assuming they are muggles of course, they have to be like...okay we were friends since like age 6 now i don't ever see her, and most summers she makes it to the weasleys pretty early, so it has to be one of the earlier summers when her parents were probably like we don't know these damn people.
lol
so yeah, and i want to write a short stoy about what happens to harry and ginny between now and 19 yrs later. only because there has to be more about what they do and having the kids and all thazt loveliness.
that naturally means that ron and hermione will be in there somewhere but i'm in love with harry/ginny ship
and maybe a tonks/lupin on just because they have a great role in the books that just pushed away...
but yeah, those are my ideas, i'll probably post to this blog and not my tumblr just because i don't want that many ppl to see untill i have the whole thing done, but chapter by chapter i'll put it up here.

Tumblr

Okay, so i'm sorry that i've been MIA from life its just that my bf convienced me to get a tumblr and now I'm hooked. This will always be my first love because I don't think too many people follow me so i can put up as much as I want with out feeling that all my business is out there. but on tumblr i have followers, that i can see. and me and my friends can share stuff. plus i can follow tags...and well we all know that i'm following everything harry potter. i can't wait yet i can for july 15th.
my world is going to come crashing down. but anyway, i just wanted to let everyone know that i post to my other blog more if you wanted to go and check it out
 inobeast.tumblr.com
plz go and check it out. I must warn that it is all about Harry Potter and fashion. and very often harry potter inspired fashions so yeah.

MIA like a.....

Okay so i havent updated my blog since i moved...
yeah i know Im  a clown for that

okay...so the day we moved my ex helped...that was feb 26(a saturday...I think)
since then him and I have spent way more days and nights together. And just in case u didn't know I have a boyfriend.
the ex and I have been together for the last 3 weeks....I've been at his house.
the problem is that my phone is broken and i cant talk to him and I damn sure arent going to cal from the ex phone so i haven't brken p with the bf
and the ex and i have a thing where we just know each other and so apparently we are back together
so .....just showing you that i am not perfect.
what do you guys think that i should do?
anyway i want to give everyone a tour of my new rom
it has everything that i could realy want...at least for now
i want my own place but i never got the teenager room that i wanted when i was younger so this is just super fun until the day that i get a job and all that then im going to be out of there asap
not that i dont enjoy being at home but at 21 i just think that i need to go and give everyone space
<3 still love being home though

House Update, again

So I didn't go to the house because my mom said that we were going to sleep in but she left without us because she couldn't bare to not go and do omething
she went and got my granddad and he patched the hole in the ceiling from the electrician...and my mom took up the very last bit of the carpet and that was all because she feels more and more tired everyday.

I went to my interview and all I have to do is get the number for thwe hollister that I worked at and everything will be all smooth sailing apparently <3
That's about all that I did today...now I'm at a friends house and my bf is here......
arg
to anyone that might not be an arg moment but I'm just going through some randomness that is really getting to me on a crazy level.........
anyway I'm about to go and see what we are doinf ro the rest of the night because I am tired and I'm ready to go to sleep actually......
well ttyl lovies
Winterxj9<3

House Update

Today we left around 10a.m. and got home around 7p.m....a pretty short day for us.
We painted the hall bathroom and I painted the rest of my room. The reason i didn't do it all at once was because I was painting it two colors so I let the one color dry so I could put the painters tape on it after.

We also moved some of the holiday decor to the crawl space and we picked out kitchen cabinets and stuff.
While we were there I was telling my mom that the thing that she wanted would fit in the kitchen but of course I know nothing of what I speak. :(

And when I started to paint my the hall bathroom for my brother and I my moms bf was all like I don't like this color and blah blah blah...DUDE!!!! I don't give a shit, you don't have to use my damn bathroom and you didn't wanna help pay or help pick it out. I did that shit all by my damn self so shut that shit up.

Then yesterday they decided to go with a creme for their room and a light blue for their bathroom. My mom wants diff colors but very subtle...she is afraid that she won't like it later so something really neutral now...I said ok...I know color, I know art. I was an art major before I dropped out(yes I still know stuff cuz I did it all middle and high school). So, I told her that I'd help...my mom the bf and I all talked about this yesterday and then we goes the the HOME DEPOT and he says that he doesn't like the colors.
MUTHA F*%KR
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What happened to everything that we discussed last night before we left the new house?
huh? What happened to that shit...

Doesn't matter though because I sat at the front cuz I was pissed after that and when I met them in line guess what colors they had...
The damn colors I picked out.
ME motherfucker, cuz I know what the hell I'm talking about. <3

And once the bathroom got painted and it dried my mother liked that color too
so Me and my brothers bathroom is done and my mom and I will paint her room tomorrow <3

If you read the post I put up yesterday then I think I said I had an interview with BK
SO other than that Idk what to tell you but to keep safe and Love ya Life...It'll always get better
it could always be worst <3

Winterxj9 <3

P.S.I know I haven't put up any movie reviews but I just haven't seen anything that recent or that less known...and if you know what I should wear to the interview let me know. make up, hair, and clothes plz)
And don't say it's fast food it doesn't matter because a job is a job, it's up to you to make it fabulous  :p

Korean Harry Baals!!!!!

Koreans are special and Harry Baals should have stabbed his parents.
WOW!!
I love =3 (equals three)
ray is so hilarious...you should really subscribe to his youtube and follow him on the tweet tweet <3

Moving...right along

Okay so we are moving in a week. My mother is so happy that she just bought her first house and we got a fixer upper so we have been in there trying to get things in before ,move time. Now we are on a crunch time.
But I love it <3
OH!!!! my room is going to be purple and green. My 2 fave colors. I can't wait to move...mostly because I have places really close to me that I can work at now(I'm too old to not have a job[no offense to ppl who can't find one in they area and ppl who have tradition that dictates other wise])
Then I can get some money for my classes and I can get a camera...I also wanna get a car but that is not what I need to be worried about right now
anyway...just wanted everyone to know that I will be updating you on the move and things but not too much else because that  is all that's on my mind right now.
I'll let you know if I get this job on Monday as well....
well I'm off to do other things....like watch some YouTube videos and catch some Zzz's before we go work on the house tomorrow <3 nite loves
Winterxj9<3

Top5

sry I haven't done this in a while...back in November I said that I'd try to do a top5 like every week or so...I've been feeling extra thug...or as thug as I can get so here are my top 5 this week

1. Eminem-superman
2. Lil Wayne-knock out
3. Nick Manaj-did it on em
4. Pendulum-witchcraft
5. Ryanhiga Kevjumba-shed a tear

<3 thanks 4 listening to my top 5

Haul!!!!!!

This is my first haul and I am so excited. I don't have a camera so I was always like...I can't put it on youtube. I can't even do pictures. And then my bf was like why don't you just save pix of the  stuff from google images. and thus we have a haul. I paid for all this stuff with my own money(most birthday money)
I don't have a job right now so I can't say with my hard earned anything. I do however appreciate my family and friends that loved me enough to even think of me on my b-day so thanks lovies <3
on to the haul.....

this is Maybelline 425 Plum Paradise

This was from Christmas/Yule

I'm wearing it today but you don't know that. lol. goes on creamy but not smooth...?

Cover Girl Sheerly Nudes(265) I got this because I didn't actually have any nudes or neutrals

I loved it at first because it's what I though I needed but now I don't like it so much.

When they say nude they mean nude. i can barely see the colors on my lids

I am in love with this mascara and I've only used it for a week. It is now the mascara I turn to almost everyday. Especially when all I want is to just throw some on  and be out the door.

I bought this when I bought the megalength

I haven't used this one yet, but I've heard great things.

I'll be sure to do a review when I have used it for a while to see how it last in certain situations

NYC Violet Shine(319b)

I think that you can't go wrong with NYC. They are aren't MAC but they are certainly up there with like Revlon and CoverGirl...and guess how much I paid for it...

Go ahead I'll give you a sec...

...99cents <3

reminds me of Nicki Manaj Pink Friday

go over lightly and add a sheer gloss and you've got the look

NYC Mahogany(320)

This color is my go to night lippie <3

I love how NYC flows on like liquid and the color last well enough

I don't do too much and never need my lips to stay for hours and hours, plus my bf is very pda so I can't help ya with long wear but the texture and color is amazing

This is another NYC I got this back when I go the Plum Paradise...not at the same time I got the other NYC

Mousse(420) is a pretty nude lip on me. I've never been able to find a nude that didn't make me look like a white person. My skin complexion with other nudes made me look sick or dead but this is awesome<3($2)

yes...I had to get a NYC nail polish too lol

this is in 115 Skin Tight Denim. I haven't used it yet but I'll try to get some pix up if I can after I do my nails tonight. I'll get my friends camera or something.

this was also 99cents<3

Revlon Colorburst(025) Carnation. This color also reminds me of the Pink Friday.This is another that I got back at Christmas. All from walmart. Everything else in this haul was from Rite-Aid. This was $7.49...got the bf to get it lol

This actually stays on for a while...(i wore it away from my bf so he would kiss it all off :( ...lol)

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SPOT LIGHT!!!!

I am in love with this and I've only used it for 3 days but it doesn't budge at all

It's the Wet 'n' Wild Mega Eyes Creme Liner <3

I'd give up  my fave pair of shoes so get this stuff for life

I tend to rub my eyes and forget not to touch my face and I was like CRAP!!!...went to look in my mirror and my eyes were still flawless. I always put pencil under my eye just because I don't wanna get anything in my eye and my bottom line was all fugly.

Next day I'm was hanging with the guys and we played video games all day and I looked at myself...and by midnight my bottom liner was gone altogether

but the Mega eyes was still amazing!! <3

this has mad holy grail status for life. Never have I loved a product they way  do this one

and last but not least 2 out of 6 i believe of the Icon Pallets

the one to the left is 249Vanity and the other is 248 Lust

I had to get the vanity because I needed neutrals so I could do an everyday look that wasn't too smokey and not appropriate for like interviews and stuff.

the lust pallet was also a must for me because I love purples. All I own is blue and purple shadows....sad I know

I would like to collect the other pallets as soon as possible...

the 247 Pride is nice with the blues, But I really want the one with the green cuz it's my favorite color and I want the one with the red because I don't own any red at all and apparently that's a hard shadow color to find...I didn't see it either so I need to check my other drugstores

UPDATE!!

As some of you may know my birthday was early January :)
I'm 21 now!! yay!! So...I got tons fo money...sad thing is not at the same time so I ended up spending then getting more and spending and getting more. I wish I knew that because I would've saved it all and bought a camera so I could start my youtube again and not be having this problem...but anyway I didn't :(

But on my birthday I went out and had some drinks with my parents. My friends were like really...with your parents though. That is a new one. But i'm comfortable with my parents so its all good. <3

also yesterday was Valentines Day. I had a fun day with my bf. Idk if any of you know him because I don't think I've made a new post since we've been together.
I broke up with the old bf. I think I made a post about that crazy thing... I'm not going to bring that up so plz don't ask and the new bf is great but I'm not going to go too much into him personally either.

My mom finally got the new house. I was there when she crossed the t and dotted the i so we are fixing everything right now. Really HGTV going on. lots of dust and manual labor but we can do it. We have 13 days to get it all done so we can move in and move out of here. I don't know how long I'm going to have the internet -_-'

I also have a haul from my christmas/birthday money comoing up in about 2-3 hours so check back for that if you're interested...then I'm going to have a mini haul underneath with all the stuff I got christmas...the actual gift that I got. ttyl loves

The Quicker Way!

its a man
a paper man!!
bwahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!